there is something missing in my life......

from KL to land of koala and kangaroo（Brisbane)
is a long long way home,
cant drive, cant walk, the only way is to take plane to arrived home,
the only fastest, and the expensive way......
but is stilll a long long way form where i staying........
been to brissy for 9 weeks, still have 8 week to home,
having a brand new life, which i though to be more fun,more freedom
buttttt
is true to be more freedom..butttttt..
fun, not really,
wanted to go home badly, really bad,
is better that the freedom control by someome rather than 24 hours have to do things urself by no asking ppl
being here alone
is so looney,
so boring........
feel that im not wenjie anymore,
not talking for..dunno how to interact with others......
i dunno what can i decribe this feeling is weird and strange..........
being soooooooo "zi bi"
i feel that there is something missing......
i dunno what is that,
i really have no idea,
the thing i really cant find out,
the only things i know is
i miss my friend





i miss my life in malaysia..
i miss my family,



i miss bingo..........
i dunno what i miss in brisbaneeeeeee......
have no idea.......
any idea?????????