Friday, October 30, 2009

my 21st

is a weird feeling for this year's birthday..
steping the big number 21.... the one i have been looking forward too for such a long time..... for the key thingy.........meaning i have grow up, free from everything... i always though that the key thingy is so so so important until the day i recieve it...is kind of weird feeling....neither here nor there.... i cant describe the feeling...is so weird???i have no idea.... this birtday is not the one i really wanted and dream form the pass few year, i alawys wanted to have a grand birthday celebration on my 21st birthday but..
at the end i did not manage to get it......
an unique birthday for me, as without celebrating with her belove one (friend form malaysia),which i really hope i can share my big day with them....
is also kinda disapointed that i break my lowest record as less than4 ppl sending text to me for wishing me happy birthday....and also some of the belove did not manage to send me..even via FB..kinda disapointed....may be i had a high expectation, that's why my heart is bleeding
....or may be.....they dun have my no. like ying?,have no idea..
but..i would said..a big thank you for those who wishes me on facebook...love u guys.........
and also jolin, thx for calling in 12midnight, for singing happybirthday song to me, i apperciate really much..and also adeline..thx for texing, great to know u all......
no matter what, youngy tell me that....celebrating birthday with family is priceless exspecially in a forgein land....
yes, is true,everyone saying that im lucky to have my parent here, at least....my 21st birthday i can be with my family.....not a grand wan..but a memorable wan..shopping in DFO and went to the casino in Brisbane, spending time with them mean everything........
since that i haven see them for such a long timeeeeeeee
at my brother house: