hope the time will stop

i remenber the feeling when the plane touch down in KLIA........
i am happy to arrived home and sad to leave brissy since i had already adapt the life over there...
after 1 week, i back to home....
i gotta feeling that..i dunwna to leave malaysia anymore.......
dunno why........
a stange feelings.....
feel like wanna go back n..feel like staying in malaysia......
may be is true that..everyone said...
it is good to be back with friend n family.......
altough everything has change..not like before.......
but they are still the person i love the most in my heart...
is werid..
i scare the week 14 will arrive..the CNY will arrive..
can i dunwan???
i fell like not going back to BRISSY..
i enjoying the life here.......
i will be miss my daddy n mummy really much..
besides that...
my dear friend..in malaysia...
and also..
my beloved bingo...
how?
teach me how to do???
i dunno how to describe my feeling lo
weird weird weird

my feeling right now

yup, im going home tonight to enjoy my 14 weeks summer break..
.after 4 month staying in aussie...
i remenber when i first arrievd here, i so cant get use to it..
exspecially need to take care myself...cooking...laundry...alll.......
from knew nth to now..
is a progress..ermm process..of bring indepedent...
process of learning
for the pass 16 weeks, i have been learning n learning.....
i just starated to get use of life here..
now im heading home for summer......
is time to adjust again..
seiously, i get use to loonely and being alone now...
when i get back..
i dun know..what will change again...
i had a mix feeling now...
living in station road for the pass 14 weeks,
this is m...y home in aussie..
my housemates, already a part of my life...
thank for them for taking care of me, and teaching me...
i had learn a lot from u all...
great to be ur housemate..both of u r such a good housemates.....
my room are empty now.......
my heart is happy nor sad now....
from first day i come...my room was so empty,
i have nothing..
until today..
i need to pack around 3-4 box to move my thing away.......
anyway.....
i going home to met my beloved friend..and faamily.......
oh yea..
i aslo need to said
thank to lego boy-my housemate's dog
really a great accompany.....when i loonely..
it is sleeping at my room now..hahha
:p
gtg la...

my 21st

is a weird feeling for this year's birthday..
steping the big number 21.... the one i have been looking forward too for such a long time..... for the key thingy.........meaning i have grow up, free from everything... i always though that the key thingy is so so so important until the day i recieve it...is kind of weird feeling....neither here nor there.... i cant describe the feeling...is so weird???i have no idea.... this birtday is not the one i really wanted and dream form the pass few year, i alawys wanted to have a grand birthday celebration on my 21st birthday but..
at the end i did not manage to get it......
an unique birthday for me, as without celebrating with her belove one (friend form malaysia),which i really hope i can share my big day with them....
is also kinda disapointed that i break my lowest record as less than4 ppl sending text to me for wishing me happy birthday....and also some of the belove did not manage to send me..even via FB..kinda disapointed....may be i had a high expectation, that's why my heart is bleeding
....or may be.....they dun have my no. like ying?,have no idea..
but..i would said..a big thank you for those who wishes me on facebook...love u guys.........
and also jolin, thx for calling in 12midnight, for singing happybirthday song to me, i apperciate really much..and also adeline..thx for texing, great to know u all......
no matter what, youngy tell me that....celebrating birthday with family is priceless exspecially in a forgein land....
yes, is true,everyone saying that im lucky to have my parent here, at least....my 21st birthday i can be with my family.....not a grand wan..but a memorable wan..shopping in DFO and went to the casino in Brisbane, spending time with them mean everything........
since that i haven see them for such a long timeeeeeeee
at my brother house:

FOOD that I cook from last week

hey,
how's everyone?
seem like i haven updated my blog for a long long time :p...
just a few week oni la:p
been so busy after the spring break end..
busying finish up final 2 assignment in this year which weight 50% :p
that's too a lottttttttttt............of markk..
and now busying prepare for final exammmmm......
carp...just forget it.....
me and my housemate haven cook together for a long time since the spring break end.....
everyone is busy on their own things......
no grocery at home..
so, ended up i buy my own de...
everytime i finished i finish cooking i will take a photo for memory......
hehe..
some cooking is DIY...
use watever we had in the kitchen and cook..
eating alone is kind of difficult not really easy...
if over cook..neither here or there..have to finish it..cant waste it, unlike in mas..just throw it away..
but...here is expensive..
times 3...everything must be carefully use...cant waste it.......
some photo i had uploaded:
"kon lou mee" with chicken thigh carrot and bak choy
erm....
dunno why, i try to keep a healthy balance over here..
to prevent..getting sick...
is too expensive to "pay" a visit to a Dr :p


spaghetti, my favourite dish over here, but without bacon..
if really nothing to eat...just use whatever i had and olio spaghetti :p
im a truly pasta person hehe,love this dish

Last but not lease,
breakfast is important..
erm,nope...brunch is important :p
dat day suddenly feel like cooking a heavy brunch for myself..
so decided to cook this :

scramble eggs-seriously nice....
toast bread- finally i know how to use owen( know 2 month d lar), had to know how to do it :p
sausage- fried with olive oil
and and and
cherry tomato..
hehe..
nice brunch to energize your day...
oh yea,
tomorrow is friday......
going to meet my Parent in Roma Steet..
they are in Brissy..
yeyeye
cant wait..
to see them

IF......

IF..
a word which many ppl are common use in daily life.......
there is many imgination on this word..
IF i can...
IF i were..
IF i was..
blah..
i remember one of my tutor said.
she dun like people to use IF......
as IF a word that uncertain..
we must aim for it......by using a must.....
IT is really hard to dun use IF in daily life.....
jsut lef me use IF the word to relate into my current life..
IF i were not in AUSTRALIA, what im doing now???
IF im were not study QUT, where i will be
I may be ended in LONDON now, by studying my last year of university with an honnous degeree....
or somewhere in UK...
IF I were not in AUSTRALIA,and QUT, and NOT GOING TO UK,
what i will do now....
i will be stuck into SEGi college, doing my last year twinning.....
or
IF i not at QUT now..
i will be figuring out, how to do my thesis...
or even
IF I decideid to come to QUT on FEB, what am i doing now...
i probably will working part time..or full time in somewhere in KL>.
however,
all the IF...has already past...
cant look back toward...
regret?
perhaps a bit......
no matter how many IF in our life..
life still go on.....
time never stop for you nor wait for you...
must try the best to achieve it
no one know,
probably there is another colourful raindow..
waiting for u

counting down..

having no mood to finish my assugnment now..
have been counting down day back in malaysia..
but i forget counting down day till exam...
shit.......
still have 2 more assignment to pass up...
and many topic more to study in order to prepared my final exam..
kind of busy..but feel kinda lazy now..having no idea..
weather today is quite colddddd...weird weather..sometime cold..sometimes hot.....
1 more excatly to step up the land of orang utan........
been planning what i want to do, what i want to eat, where i want to go..........
i have 3 and a half month holiday..before comming to land of koala bear........
seriously, looking forward to be back in malaysia
miss my relative so much.
miss my lovely bed room and beloved bingo so much................
the 1st thing i arrived in KL, i wan to eat "yu tou mai"
then..
roti canai, tissue......alllllllllllllll
and spicy food...
KFC...
of course, i miss my aunty's home cook food..
she will be taking off from work to cook dinner for me...oh yes..
YUmmY.......
living here for 10 week,
oni know that, how family is important!!!
really dunno i cant live without them..
beside friend and family.......
the want i really wan to see is bingo boy...
dunno how is him now?
i have no idea..he dun recongize me.....
im kinda worry now......
if he dun recongize me how ler?
will he forget me, will he?

beside that,
my belove bedroom..
seriously miss it......
misss my bed badly.........
in adddition, i also miss all my beloved soft toy back in malaysia
back in my room, limited edition carebear,
eyrooee......
and more.......


last but not least, my god bro and sis who always made me laugh..when i in bad mood
bao bei,
jie jie back lu.......
follow back jie jie,
can dunwan stay in baba's car liao

想想

一上网就看到“面书”里，满满的地震的事情。。
心理特灾民难过，脑袋也突然闪过，加入面对生死一瞬间，
你第一个
会想起谁？
会想到什么美好回忆？
会想到还有要做的？
会想到你后悔做过什么？
相信每个人都回吧？
还有，
我是否成功逃出呢？
会吗？？？
当你们没遇过这些事，也许你们会答，我会想起我爱的人，我的偶像。。。等等。。一大堆。。。天真的答案。。。到回忆。。。朋友回忆去那里，去那里，看偶像。。。。等的答案
到还有什么事。。因人而异的答案会出现。。。。。。。
有没后悔？有啊。。很多事。。。。没做到。。
话说回来。。。。。。。。
当你真的面对生死一瞬间的时候。。
问问你自己。。
第一个会从你脑里出现的人是不是你的家人？？
一个在你跌倒的时候，那家们儿永远为你而开，帮你养伤。。。。
那时一定会担心他们没了你，他们会怎样是吗？
到回忆。。。
每个人常常没把家人的回忆挂在嘴里。。
但偏偏在那个时刻。。。
一定会想到一家人的点点滴滴。。
即使在家里普通的便饭。。。打闹。。
都变成的美好的回忆。。。
仔细想想。。。
我说的对吗？
至于，还没做到的事。。
那肯定是我还没孝顺到我的父母。。。
我还没享受幸福的滋味。。。
后悔呢？
我后悔每次对爸妈大呼小叫的。。。
我不应该。。
我错了
仔细的想想，假如我说的是对的。。。
那不如好好的珍惜和家人相处的时间。。。
其实。。
拥有一个家，比富贵带来的跟有价值。。

看看图片。。。
幸福的家=富贵，回忆。。。
对不对。。。。。
没了家就没了一切。。。。
对吗？？？

心情

好久没写华语的部落了。。。
最近的心情不知道怎么。。
有点怪怪的，不知怎样形容，有时开心，过一秒后就好像跌进谷底。。。
不知道为什么。。。
哭也不是，笑也不是。。。
开心更加不是。。。。
伤心？不是。。
心情低落，一点点。。。。。
这种心情真的很难受。。。
想家？
有点咯，
没朋友，又不是，
那是什么啊？？？
真的不知道。。。。。。。。
心情很复杂。。。。
最近也很自闭，只想自己一个人。。。
很害怕面对人群，不知道怎样沟通。。。
真的不知道，问题区在那里？？？
最近也很爱听悲歌。。
听朋友说，最近听的歌代表了最近的心情?
开始有点信了，唉~~~~~~~~~~
好想跟以前一样，笑，大剌剌的。。。
大不能了。。
好想哭，眼泪流干了。。。。。
逼自己不能哭，逼自己要开心，逼自己。。。坚强
好想找人撒娇哦。。。。
人呢？
没一个！！！
压力大到不得了。。。
做不完的报告。。
不能休息。。。。。
天使啊，
可不可以帮我？？？
可不可以给点解药我？？？
可不可以再袋鼠国有像在马来西亚的那班猪朋狗友？？？
可不可以有个知心朋友？？
可不可以阿？？？？？
能不能啊，美丽的天使？？？

dust storm

does anyone heard a dust storm brfore?
seriously, i have no idea what is it before it hitted in Brisbane.
The 1st i wake up early in the morning(not thar early, around10)hehe, the sky was normal...
just a sudden, after i finishh my breakfast n do some of my laudry, the sky look like genting.....
this 1st time i saw, i though is becasue of coldness, or rain to come....
just grab some of those photo..






nice rite?
taken out form my balncony, did not dust storm is here.......
thennnnn.......
here the sky start to change, orange in colour......quite sudden...just take around an hour...
i was kinda scare then,staying alone in my home....
have no idea what is going on...
happily taking photo without, all the dusk comming in *sigh*


and
i posted it on facebook and listen to the news said, is dust storm..
what the hell is dust storm, i only know what is hill sotrm oni.......
as usual, my brother ask me to goggle it...(try to goggle it, if have no idea)
after i goggle, i was like shitttttttttttttttt..................
all my laundry gone.....my room gone.......my house goneeeeee......tooooooooo
WHY??????
i need to do my laundry again...........
cleam my roommm...................
everything.......
the momment i know, i close all my window to prevent the dust come in but is just too late from now, but.........it also help rite?not too late??????
after the dust storm stopppp, plan to clean and wash my bed sheet in the srping holiday.....butttttt
the news said, there is another storm comming
that's mean,
i no need to clean my roommm
in short a good excuse for not cleaning
in long, i cannot stand the dirtyness in my room and house.....
imagine, when i wipe the table on the kitchen the, cloth become yellow......
imgaine hos dusty.....is it.......
great experince :s Huh.......
then it came to satursday's nite, dust storm again......
not like during the morning,now is kinda like haze........
but not as bad as wednesday.......
i hope that, there is no another dust storm if not i really will faint..haha

there is something missing in my life......

from KL to land of koala and kangaroo（Brisbane)
is a long long way home,
cant drive, cant walk, the only way is to take plane to arrived home,
the only fastest, and the expensive way......
but is stilll a long long way form where i staying........
been to brissy for 9 weeks, still have 8 week to home,
having a brand new life, which i though to be more fun,more freedom
buttttt
is true to be more freedom..butttttt..
fun, not really,
wanted to go home badly, really bad,
is better that the freedom control by someome rather than 24 hours have to do things urself by no asking ppl
being here alone
is so looney,
so boring........
feel that im not wenjie anymore,
not talking for..dunno how to interact with others......
i dunno what can i decribe this feeling is weird and strange..........
being soooooooo "zi bi"
i feel that there is something missing......
i dunno what is that,
i really have no idea,
the thing i really cant find out,
the only things i know is
i miss my friend





i miss my life in malaysia..
i miss my family,



i miss bingo..........
i dunno what i miss in brisbaneeeeeee......
have no idea.......
any idea?????????

Shopping in Brisbane and Gold Coast

thursday went shopping with my friend and found out that guess is having 50% off on all item...
oni on thursday and friday
so we decided to get it......
as malaysian know, guess is super expensive
as usual, who i tell when hv discount..
my bro's gf...hehe.........................
i managet to found a jacket that i really likeeeeeeeeeeee.but the point is winter is over...
why i need it.......
ermmmmmmmmm......
the next day, my bro's gf text back me asking are im going to city tonight (friday night shopping), i tell her if u go, i go,thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn
we went after she n my bro finish work and i finish my uni..
manage to try some t shit again, but they said is just too simple.....and
while waiting for my bro's gf trying dress(dat dun hv my size anymore, supper nice dress),
finally i take the jacket n try..and ask my bro...nice a not
he said nicem and i was like guess or adidas...
he was like...of course guesss, when i still considering i wan buy a not, he tell me that...
50% ,damn cheap wor, cant get it in malaysia.....
sooooo, my heart move and ok lo buyyyyyyyyy
the bag is quite cheap but..did not manage to get oneeeeee........
my guess collection



&
manage to get something on city beach
19 aussie dollar......
cheappppp
u cant get this brand in mas with this price


Today went to habour town for shopping with friend......
main..thing is fcuk t shirt and bagggggggg
did not find any nice bag at there
but manage findddddddddddd. some damn exepnsive t shirt in malaysia which selling here damn cheap, after convert to malaysia ringgit also damn cheap....................
1st things i get is fcuk t shirt, can get it in more than 1 or 2 hundred malaysia ringgit in malaysia
but i just get it 30 dollar which is RM90..........
my collection of fcuk




Next, Ralph Lauren
my cousin's favourite brand...............................
i saw it was on promotion..........
damnnnnnn cheap man..........
my cousin will call us buy it for him if it cheap, we been doing that for years..
this time my turn to call him, he said any colour...............were doooo..i wannnnnnnnnnnn no matter wat colour....................and remind to buy custom fits, s size..
i said ok.....
at that time i still wondering.....should i get one for myself..
if i dun get one, i will feel sorry to myself cause is tooooooo cheapppppppp
oh yea, just to remind the same polo t where my cousin use to buy it from malaysia is RM370 and now even cost more in Malaysia.........here jsut selling 60 aussie which is =RM180...is dat cheapppppppppp.........
so, i decided to call my mun, and she said yes........
so i get a body fit(if im not wrong) s size, and pink colour wan, wanted to get another wan next time......
im damn happy after, i get it........cant get this price in mas, andddddd
ralph lauren t, i always wantedddddddddd since many years ago,,
manage to get the orginal wan....yes...happy








im so happy for this two day, get so many thinggggg but still have bag......left..
tired d, wanna hv some rest after a long day........
and need to get back to do somework 2morrow
oh yea, happy birthday to ck which i not able to attend his birthday pinic at uq

river festival

the town is talking about the river festival for the entire week...
i heard that the firework is really nice there...really curious..
According to my housemate, bro and friends, there are some event you cannot miss when u are in brisbane such as ekka, and river fes.
since i had miss ekka, so this time i went to river festival with my housemate and friends...
at first i though, what the hell i am walking for so far from aucnheflower,(coordination driver) to south bank, around 30 min walk or more...
just for half and hour fireworks show..
and need to go there to wait for..hours too..
wat for??????
and there is tones of ppl
daam crowded man...
while waiting



am i so stupid
erm...
what can i said after an hours or more of waiting...
the firework start..
and its so amazing..
the entire brisbane city is full of firework..
it really prove me wrong, really wrong :@
although the place where i am standing is not that strategic...
but just awesome...
you really cant experience it in malaysia
and the firework is soooooo much different from malaysia....
half and hour non stop firework...
what can i said just too prefect for me..
although i miss the nicest wan..which is firework from bridge...
but is still damn nice...
cant stop taking video for my friends and family member to watch......
my hand was soooooooo tired and
my neck tooo...
here are some of the pic





honestly, i recomended u guys to come and watch...
oh yea...
the music just match with the firework
perfect

AND

after the show...
gonna walk back to where we park..
the oni things is..
not traffic jam
is

HUMAN JAM...

SO PACKED

no more exceptation while walking fell damn lazy...
..but...
playing, talking joke...
while walking back make time cure quite fast...hehe
then
dinnner at mc donald...
had my fillet o fish....
the portion here for medium is soo small..
but just enough to fill my stomach full,
quite healthy though...hehe
that;s all from now..
back to memorizing presentation speech..tataz....

BEFORE I FORGET
HERE IS THE FINALE OF FIREWORK...
THERE ARE MORE VIDEO ON MY FACEBOOK

^O^ENJOY ^O^

that's where am I studying

-


As i promise to post some photo about my uni, but i did not manage to take some photo...
erm..
some of it on my phone, so i manage to goggle some of the photo..hehe
Queensland university of technology(QUT) where I am studying now
i will be stuck here for 2 years in order to finish my bachelor...
quite long nor short...
time passes so fast...i have been here for almost 2 month...
many ppl start asking me how do i fell...
ans:im getting use to it..making friend around...
ok...
let me introduce...
i have been to QUT 4 years back...i think for a visit...
after 4 years...i back here...to study...
different experience, and environment....kinda...starange the feeling..
but..
the first day i arrived to the uni, my feeling like.im finally here to study...
finally this is uni life, my dream uni life..
a big campus although not as big though,
let me stop crapping and start introduce..
erm..
im studying in QUT garden point campus which located in city...
beside qut is a botinical garden where i can go there to refresh and breeze some fresh air whenever im stress and sad....
although the campus not that like uni, but is kinda uni to me compare to SEGi
it have a-z block...
nomarlly i will attend my lecturer on z block and my tutorial on block s and w
library is onn block v...
overall campus is quite nice,
great to study..
here the entrance of QUT


main entrance

is it nice???
erm qut theatre

still have a lot more
sport centre...swimming pool blahhhhhhhhhhh.
i still haven use it still dunno how was it..
parliamnet house...
erm...
blah.....
how do i get to QUT...
dat is a great question rite?
from my place i will take bus then to queenstress mall
from there walk 15min to my uni...
if i take train, it take me 20 min walk..
far huh?
but i use to aussie life d...hehe
is ok with me, not that far..
that's all from now
did not wan to write any crap anymore :p

1st chinese dishes cook in australia

i

let me take my time off from study and ASSIgnment..
seriously, uni here really keep you busy...
i already pass up 2 assignment and had to pass up 3 more assignment in comming month and 2 presentation on week 9 which 2nd week of sept, and having my2 mid term in the same day on this satursday...
seriously, crash my head.........
erm...
since my housemate not at home
and
of coruse my brother not free...
i decided to cook...
erm..
some chinese dishes which i haven cook an chinese dishes before...
i dunno what to do, calling help from mun and desmond for help over my dinner...
erm..
i decided to cook.. fried rice because the jangung rice i cook on thursday still exsits and....
2 chicken wing i brough at last weekend....
erm....
this is the 2nd time i fried rice..
erm...the taste is quite nice..may be a little rice with too many eggs and a...delicious gravy from the chicken...made the rice..taste nice...
haha

oh yea, the fried rice contain "baby bak choy",carrot, onion,jagung, and garlic..hehe
and here come chiceken wing, recipe from MR desmond liew...hehe...



erm.......
"xi yao" chicken wth an eggs, seriously nice..........
long time never eat this kind of food d..........
miss it........damn miss it.......
thx for recipe..taste well,
but i put..quite a lot of seaseme oil and..water d...
haha..still taste good
or long time i never taste this kind of food d
chao from now...hehe

my house in brisbane

Since wai sim wanna know how my house look at, so i decided took some photo immediately....
but...is at nite now..so some photo might be not clear...
erm,..
ok let take a look from the outsiede...
ok, before dat, let me decribe what type of my house...
is a town house...had 3 floor, basement is a garage...then follow by...living and dinning room..then
follow by all the room..
here is the look outside the garden, yet..is at nite so..will be not clear..dark..
oh yea, the room with the lgiht is my room

once u get in..is living room..a bit messy,erm...noramally all of us stay in the room..
so seldom..sit.. at there..beside lego, my housemate's dog

then....u will see the dinning room...
obvioursly.tpyical student house..
kind of mess...erm with a owen and micoftware..where......we always use.
ok..we dun hv a dinnig table..erm,
yet...typical student house.

hmm
what's next....
my room of couse..but a bit messy, just back form my bro's house not yet clear my dirty cloth yet..hehe
overview of my room

my bed


a bit blur...
ermmmmm...
my wardrobe

and scnery outside my balcony

seriously..
my room at the momment is bigger than my belove bed room...
but i stll like my belove bed room more..
haha..
dat's all from now

finally get to know what is homesick

i had been living in brisbane almost one month,
the 1st week, i am here was like so happy meeting new friend and gotta stay with my parent,
when come back from uni can see them in the house, or meet them in city..
but...whole thing had become diffrent when i move out from my brother's house...
is loonely, and after dinner time, everyone in the house was doing their own things in the room
and..everyone in the house had different time table, hardly can meet each other
except dinner time..
and all the things....need to do by myself....
whenever i wake up, will there to missing my parents, so loonely, tear will drop from my eyes automaically, haven been fell like this,
seem like hard to separate with them...
missing them so much
both of them had went back to malaysia last sunday, the feeling even worst,
can describe how worst is it,
dunno how to do assignment....
miss them so much.,cant study, cant concerate
life witout them is worst
cant stop to miss them..really miss.
cant stop thiking about them
really wanna go home
been crying for four day, dunno when u stop this feeling
i hate this feeling..
wanna go home
everyone keep telling me dun give up
is ok...
but seem like i really cant do it...
really miss them.........
may time goes by
i will feel better

there is a place call brisbane

brisbane, queenland is a part of australia,
I have been here for 3 time in the pass as tourist, with no stress, enjoy the sight seeing over here, nothing to be worry...
just keep my mind relax.....
this is the fourth time i visit brisbane, and this time visit, i no longer is a tourits here...
i apply for a student visa,so, this time i am a student over here..
finally, get my dream come true to study in oversea...... and had to stay two year over here...
ermmm...sound tough but is really tough....
it is completely diffirent when you are on holiday here and living here.............
erm...
have been living here for a week, erm still not much diffrent, my parent are still here with me, no home sick yet, dunno wat will happen when they leave...........
life here not as colourful as malaysia...
aussie sleep early, wake early, nomakmal stall here.........and blah...
food here still ok with me, but they dun really have spicy food here, japenese food here are nice...
erm........
the slang here are really diffrent form malaysia....
had to listen really carefully and had to get use to me..
some of them i even not understand, need to do a lot of job in that,
really need to touch up with my broken english and manlish with no lili,lala, meh meh...
i stil dun dare to talk much..over here..but no matter how..gonana start to talk...
the wheather here is cooling...winter..
at night is cold...
and..if u do nth at home, is gonna be freezing
ok...
there is some photo, i taken for this week
this is what i had, after i report to QUT, my 1st lunch in australia




queen street....
i gotta pass by there whenever i had class, a major area in brisbane



morning market in saturday morning, forget what is the name is

my breakfast


the starwberry here is so big


fish with chip with garden salad, my dinner tonight
will be update u guys about my uni in my next post