brand new life!!!!!

From tomorrow onward will start my brand new life!!!!!
AFter having 4 month break, finally im back in my college to get start in my degree life!!
foundation is just a honey moon year for me, and now......
will be facing a big challange....... :s
DEGREE life and is an external paper
oh my god!!!!!
gotta faint!!
feeling no mood to study!!!!!
feeling to be a nobody just a pig sleeping at home :s( lazy people will do so and yet im doing for 4 long month) haiz.....
I wonder how's my life in the future????????????
3 long year..............
but main things............
MUST IMPROVE MY ENGLISH
MUST IMPROVE MY MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!

haiz.................

The life without YOU

It been awhile since 'you' leave me and choose to lives in another wonderful world.

It been a big chnges in my life since you leave me!

I still cant get use the life wihout you!

I still cant accept the "news" you bring on me 2 month ago!!!

The life without 'you' make me no reason to go to 'ah gong' house anymore..

The life without 'you' make me felt so loonely..

I really miss you,

miss everything from you,

the memory that you bring for me are still inside my brain...

This will not change forever....

Sometimes, i though of seeing 'you' at home but when i blink my eye, you were not there anymore!

Is it the imagination form me???

OR

"you" were there to wait for me???

Sometimes, i really want to call "your" name out or ask where are you but......

i did realise you no longer with me!

Sometimes, i felt that i really want to touch "you" but you no longer in the house!!

THIS sometimes will not be appear in the real life!!

THIS sometimes will only be appear on the imagination of mine..

The call of "your" name will inside my heart..

The touch of 'you' will only be a imagination!!!

How long I will take to forget 'you" in my life???

DId you know

How much I miss you????

BUT

I clearly know that you are always with me!!!

I clearly know that you will always on my mine!!

I clearly know that you the memory between you and me will always be there!

I cleary know that you will had a special palce inside my heart!

TO MY DEAR, DEAR and DEAR~~~~