a memorial 18th birthday!

hie im back..
few day back..i celebrate my 18th birthday...at 1st is a good start during day time...singing karaoke and taking sticker photo during the whole afternoon..but when it come to the night time,just all went wrong....why???huh??a small accident happen on my birthday day..when we were on the way back to have our dinner....
a taxi driver just drive and stop suddenly then drive and stop suddenly in few time because of there is another accident in front of wth he kay poness hehe...then he decided to stop.. my frien who were driving at the highway speed limit..try to slow down and wanted to pull the hand breake but because of rainny day so the road was wet and slippery so he have no choice and bang into the taxi..
so...he decided to paid RM20 to the taxi driver cause the taxi..didnt have much damage while our car are seriously damage..and he went back to his house..and see try to fixed his car....
after that we went to have dinner..but seem everyone is forg3t about that thing already..so we just...chat and laughing....during the dinner time...
yes..finally can go home after a tired day...but unfortunely..on the way home, we all chat happly in the car suddenly a sound of bomm and the girl at the back like me just scream...and guess what...the cover of the engine just flow up suddenly...cant see the road in front..and.. we just like..har....and laugh :s....we have no choice just put back the cover down and drive slowly.....because of that... we have stop at the highway..but luckly the highway seldom use by ppl because it lead to a toll plaza...so we can just drive as slow as we want...
wow...can said is an ecxiting day to me......hehe...and memorial birthday to me..
but anyway..
thx to everyone..who wish me happy birthday...and the gang who went out to me that day...
thx for the present that u all give me....pink hypoo and...braclet..hehe..and more to come... haha..
but i need to thank 1 person who scare me also.. mrs chan chong ming haha...thx 4 the suprise... MSG...hehe nice nice give (i bet) :p hehe...

the pressure game is on again!!!

wow....
here it go again.. all the assignment jam up together...my pressure is on again cause the red light is bliking because that's mean exam is comming soon...
how??
i scare i cant score all a, i scare i cant try my best..all my scehudel are now pack until april then oni i free... need to preprared my diploma exam for piano... need to prepared my final exam...
at the moment need to do assignment..memorize so many thing inside my brain.
.i fell like my brain is brusting...
i holding all my pressure
all my felling inside my heart
i dunno when im will express out with a good manner..
i fell like screaming...
i fell like crying...
all the thing happen just sudden...
time is passing by..
i wish to skip my time till april...
but nothing is done by an easy way....
i just have to fake it.....
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
how?????

food poison and hazzy day

this is the 2nd time i have food poison in a year!!!hate...
but this time is more serius than what i pervious get..last time i just take medicine then i will recover already...this time is even wrose....cant recover on the medicine and also..whenever i sollow to my stmoach i will throw out allt he thing...imagine water also i throw out...my body system all went down....poor girl...my face look pail...adn guess i have losee 3kg in 1day....and haven eat for 24 hours....so charmmm...
i saw doctor at clinic on wednesday nite..then came back home..suffer the whole nite..next morning back to doctor then take an injection..walou so pain...i hate that....but terpaksa cause alreayd one day nothing in my stomach already...and cant eat anything nice nice thing also..haih.....
and now i recover almost 50%already but my sore thoart a bit itchi...hope dun get sore thoart lar...
my area's haze is getting wrose and worse and worse.............how come like that want??
haze haze pls go aways...
i cant even see the appartment opposite my house also...haih...
why...and the smelly....air in my area..
breathing have problem..no activiti outside..why
every year also need to have 1 time want................????????/
tell me pls??????

who is the next ???

wow,izzit grow up already need to learn a lof of thing especially...separate with firend and family...cause they went to oversea and will not come back for a long time...
im a sensitive person....im hate that kind of feeling i just dun like it...is hard to separate a person..it hurt me a lot....why???
the 1st wan us my brother

and yet he still in austrlia now after he gratude???speell like this haha..working over there..stating work today haha...
the 2nd wan is.........
lim ji jie, my british council's friend...

he went to to china and currently base on england studying at hull university...
dun kill me mar..i know i steal your photo form my space...
the 3rd wan is..
gan jen ting,1 of my childhood friend know him at music class...
no photo hehe...
currenly base on LA,USA studying..aerospace enginering...
the 4th want is....
elizabeth,my internet firend meet her at time square once before...
no photo here..
currently base on japan...go as exchange student comming back next year...
the 5th want is...
fishball...
i know her she know me....not so familiar..so ok lor..
the 6th wan is...
yi heng...my school time friend,jsut went yesterday..

now in japan...studying....
who is next????and where they will go?



so sad...leave me alone...
but who???
rinka they all,music class's group,family member again,desmong they all,ex segi coursemate,or current coursemate or even my junior....or may be me????
cant tell right????
lets see who is that....will update..when new person is in oversea...hope.not so soon....cause just fell better after yesterday.....

goobye heng heng...

wow...is oct1...yi heng aka shorty going to japan..and we decide to send him off at klia...but..when we arrievd there..he already gone.....so hurt....so down......just like the same..thing happen to me again 6th time droping my tear in klia again...wow........cant hold my tear...just droping....
tcc holding her tear back....
its a hard felling when a frien who tell u that 10pm flight and went off at 8smth...is hard feeling..cause haven meet him and he will be in japan for 3 years long....and i cant see him in 3years...or more than that.....*crying*
he make everyone of us down..........
everyone of us just siting there and i started crying while tcc holding back her tear so as rinka...but shea may be not so good friend with him so she neevr cry....
but....jing wai...have a very very bad mood...while kim hao..haha just make us laugh...
we stay there about 45min then we......went off...
on the way back,im still countinue sobbing and tcc and rinka starting to cry...the conditon in the car is very adnormal...quite jsut with the loud music...later than i and shea ask him to swtich off the music..then all of us ok already
when kim hao said lets go sunway....we all start to cry again..caues tcc they all went ice skating with him on thursday then following the radio's sad song and tcc's hp ringtone...make us cry again......
after back to my house,all of us chating about our funny and sweet memory with him...whao......so many......
although not very familiar wth him but still have many memory with him.....
my tear is comming down again...
3years is a long time to everyone...when he come back from japan im already in australia......
cant see him already...
i will very miss him...and forgetting him fast........
hope he wun forget us......
late see how is go 3years from now
see you in 3years time...........:p

my tear in klia~~~~~

KLIA,kuala lumpur internation aitport is one of the beatiful airport in the world....

internation flight,domestic flight also fly from there also...
sometime i jsut hate to go there but sometime i enjoy to go therre???why...
sending people off and go on board to the plane is totally different felling..one is happy and one is sadddd..
i can said..i have drop my tear in klia for 3 or 4 time already..by sendding people off and happy for some time for going overseas and going back to myhometown!!!
hmmmmmm.....
back to 1999,1st time i drop my tear at klia when my mun going for holiday...to thailand..may be that time is still a little girl so i just cry...for half and hours like that..when my mummy back to malaysia i also cry..is a2nd time i cry again in klia....long time ago so i cant refresh my memoy..
.how already!:P
and later i have some great memory at klia which im going to oversea like thailand and hong kong and of course back to penang..in between yup..got go to klia to send my daddy of to oversea to work but...haha... never drop my tear cause i ge use to it already cause daddy always flying here and there...
after many year i never drop my tear in klia...but...im still cant hold back my tear during feb.2004...yup.. my bro. going to australia and study...before that im telling my friend,im happy cause i can use the computer and no need to fight with him and watch tv also..but....when the day come on..i just fell that my thiking is wrong cause is the other way round..when i in the car that time my tear is on my eye but i hold back..but later arrived at klia..i just cant hold anyomre.time is running 1 more hours my bro. will go inside the gate which cant see him for the whole year long and i just...broke down my tear..blahhhhhhhhhhhh cry and cry and cry...for the whole journey to the late night.....thatwas the 3rd time i cry at klia...and all my bro friend are there.....
later than.....return to my normal life....
and now is 2006...im in and out tot he airport over the 1st half year...going to oversea,back to hometown, and sending people off =.=..what sending people off again...yes is my bro. again who back for malaysia for 5month and decided to go back there to get his PR and work there!!!:'(not again....
i was hoping not to drop my tear...but this kind of thing cant control...i have been sad for quite sometime due to this reason..
apr15,finally the day have arrived i had to face it.how i wish the day will not arrived.....
this time i hold back my tear for the whole day..but..i lagi worst than the day i send him off to aus. for the 1st time..immediately i arived in klia , count 123..then blahhhhhhhhhh cry again...wow... as usual cry the whole journey.. and my uncle and family who come for penang who also at the klia...im droping my tear and all of them just comfort me...haha....again......that was the 4th time....huh??4th time droping my tear in klia...
curi from my bro's gf at friendster hehe...
apr17...once again..sending my mummy friedn back to england..as usual drop some of my tear..but not as much as last itme..hehe:P..
today,,got to go klia again to send my friend to japan...haih..
hope i will drop my tear again.....
KLIA~~~~~~~~~~