goodbye my dear..

A SIMPLE LETTER TO SAID GOODBYE TO A SPECIAL DOG LIKE YOU!!!

DEAR ROCKY,
you are my best friend since you came in to my life on 1996! after 11 year have pass, but today
(18th of june) you had leave me alone to countinue your journey in another wonderful world.I now you are saying goodbye to everyone but none of us know waht are you going to express out! 10minute before i still playing with you, 10 minute later you have leave me.
I know you know im going to cry,
i know you dunwan me to be like that,
i can see throught your eye,
you being so good to me these few day,
looking at me,
try your best to come in fornt of me.....
last thursday is mine last time te feed you..
feed yurs favourite food....
my heart now are borken into pices, cant sew in back...
you had already leave me 1 hours from now..
and yet
im still crying and my heart still bleeding...
FROM thta
FOR TODAY
u will not standing on the gate to wait for me to arrived anymore, no oni you welcome me like you had welcomed me for so many year but form tomorrw i will begin a new life which is the life witout you, i had no idea how's life witohut you!!!
but definely i will always miss you!
i miss the time when you are with me,
i miss the time i call you rocky,
i miss the time when i call you gi gi,
i miss the time when i call you leng zai,
i miss the time whenr you are sleeping, while i suqating there to look at you,
i miss the time when you are sleeping and i ask you to wake up,
i miss the time you kisses me,
i miss the time you lick my shoes and yelling at u (bu ngo sei ngo hai)
i miss every momment form you...
im so speechless now..
my brain cant think of anything..
oni can see your faces...

ROCKY,
SORRY for not saying goodbye to you, im regret now from tomorow i will not see you on granpa'shouse anymore..
cant hear you calling me anymore
cant play with you anymore
but
i wanna tell you, thank for all the happniess you had given to me and everyone..
you are such a lovely dog....
i will be tough...
dun worry about me..
oh ya..
have you meet ringko in heaven??
i suppose u had a lot of story to tell him, right???
remenber to tell ringko that i miss him...
ask him to stay handsome ok??
form now..
i will said a
final goodbye to you....
goodbye, my pretty boy......
you will always on mind,
the memory you had given me is always on my brain..
dun forget our memory for the pass 11 year ok???
reat in peace dear~~

wenjie

Be tough, boy!

Most of you reading my blog may have try to keep a pet before. I did keep hamster before and dog.

Does u all fell sad when they gonna leave u soon or does u fell sad where it had leave you??

My answers is I will cry my heart out..

WHY????

Im a sensetive person, im not a tough girl like other...im will express my felling just by crying whenever i need to..or i can just tell by my emoction..

Today like normal i went to had dinner at my granpa house...

ROCKY was not waiting for me when I arrived at my granpa house.....BUt i did not feel anything was wrong by then cause sometimes it will not welcome me..cause it busying doing his business..

like normal i walk straight into dinning and while i was reading JOSIAH NG's article form a chinses newspaper i herad my granpa ask my counin does rocky eat anything? adn my mun went there to see it and ask why so my cousin said it did not eat 2 days and the legs and stomach had already swollen !!he cant walk anymore......

I was like.......

THE WORLD WILL END FOR ME..........

Im being tough during the dinner time..and i went 2 see it..

it sleeping....i dare not even touch it....i affraid i will lose him......

AFter dinner, i went home..IN the car i really cried my heart out...

I dunno wat 2 do to help it....

it really suffer, if take it to the vet, the vet surely will put injection 2 let him die!!!

I have no idea, do not wat to do on him..the only things i can for it is to let him happily pass away and accompany it for it journey..

Noyone will know how much ROCKY mean to be me..

Noyone will know ROCKY and I had how much story..

ROCKY is the one who grew up with me..

ROCKY had bring a lot of hapiness for me too..

ROCKY know wat am i thiknig..

NOW i really know why ROCKY keep sayang me last week....

I cant countinue anymore..

WHO CAN TEACH ME,

WHAT CAN I DO FOR HIM????

BE TOUGH, ROCKY....

BRAND NEW LIFE..

Still have 2 month more..
i gonna be a complete U student...strating my brand new life in SEGi college studying BACHeLoR IN ACCOUNTING AND FINNACE........
haih,...
really wonder...wat is gonig 2 change in my life..after i start my degree....
haih....is it.. ASSIGNMENT>>>ASSIGNMENT AND ASSIGNMENT...
or..
u will see me puting busy in MSN...or i just ingoned my MSN alreyad..
but before i start my degree SEGi need us to prepared for our degree so they had preparred a soft study skill for us..damn boring i rather start my degree.rather than wasting my time..
ok..
but the soft skill programme are not trally wasting time except..the study skill are boring..
but the rest....
i am struggling with all of that.........
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
help!!!!
CANT IMAGINE>>> WAT WILL HAPPEN in2 MONTH TIME>...
in mEAN tima AUGUST ENJOY WC 1st
wakeke..