my 21st

is a weird feeling for this year's birthday..
steping the big number 21.... the one i have been looking forward too for such a long time..... for the key thingy.........meaning i have grow up, free from everything... i always though that the key thingy is so so so important until the day i recieve it...is kind of weird feeling....neither here nor there.... i cant describe the feeling...is so weird???i have no idea.... this birtday is not the one i really wanted and dream form the pass few year, i alawys wanted to have a grand birthday celebration on my 21st birthday but..
at the end i did not manage to get it......
an unique birthday for me, as without celebrating with her belove one (friend form malaysia),which i really hope i can share my big day with them....
is also kinda disapointed that i break my lowest record as less than4 ppl sending text to me for wishing me happy birthday....and also some of the belove did not manage to send me..even via FB..kinda disapointed....may be i had a high expectation, that's why my heart is bleeding
....or may be.....they dun have my no. like ying?,have no idea..
but..i would said..a big thank you for those who wishes me on facebook...love u guys.........
and also jolin, thx for calling in 12midnight, for singing happybirthday song to me, i apperciate really much..and also adeline..thx for texing, great to know u all......
no matter what, youngy tell me that....celebrating birthday with family is priceless exspecially in a forgein land....
yes, is true,everyone saying that im lucky to have my parent here, at least....my 21st birthday i can be with my family.....not a grand wan..but a memorable wan..shopping in DFO and went to the casino in Brisbane, spending time with them mean everything........
since that i haven see them for such a long timeeeeeeee
at my brother house:

FOOD that I cook from last week

hey,
how's everyone?
seem like i haven updated my blog for a long long time :p...
just a few week oni la:p
been so busy after the spring break end..
busying finish up final 2 assignment in this year which weight 50% :p
that's too a lottttttttttt............of markk..
and now busying prepare for final exammmmm......
carp...just forget it.....
me and my housemate haven cook together for a long time since the spring break end.....
everyone is busy on their own things......
no grocery at home..
so, ended up i buy my own de...
everytime i finished i finish cooking i will take a photo for memory......
hehe..
some cooking is DIY...
use watever we had in the kitchen and cook..
eating alone is kind of difficult not really easy...
if over cook..neither here or there..have to finish it..cant waste it, unlike in mas..just throw it away..
but...here is expensive..
times 3...everything must be carefully use...cant waste it.......
some photo i had uploaded:
"kon lou mee" with chicken thigh carrot and bak choy
erm....
dunno why, i try to keep a healthy balance over here..
to prevent..getting sick...
is too expensive to "pay" a visit to a Dr :p


spaghetti, my favourite dish over here, but without bacon..
if really nothing to eat...just use whatever i had and olio spaghetti :p
im a truly pasta person hehe,love this dish

Last but not lease,
breakfast is important..
erm,nope...brunch is important :p
dat day suddenly feel like cooking a heavy brunch for myself..
so decided to cook this :

scramble eggs-seriously nice....
toast bread- finally i know how to use owen( know 2 month d lar), had to know how to do it :p
sausage- fried with olive oil
and and and
cherry tomato..
hehe..
nice brunch to energize your day...
oh yea,
tomorrow is friday......
going to meet my Parent in Roma Steet..
they are in Brissy..
yeyeye
cant wait..
to see them

IF......

IF..
a word which many ppl are common use in daily life.......
there is many imgination on this word..
IF i can...
IF i were..
IF i was..
blah..
i remember one of my tutor said.
she dun like people to use IF......
as IF a word that uncertain..
we must aim for it......by using a must.....
IT is really hard to dun use IF in daily life.....
jsut lef me use IF the word to relate into my current life..
IF i were not in AUSTRALIA, what im doing now???
IF im were not study QUT, where i will be
I may be ended in LONDON now, by studying my last year of university with an honnous degeree....
or somewhere in UK...
IF I were not in AUSTRALIA,and QUT, and NOT GOING TO UK,
what i will do now....
i will be stuck into SEGi college, doing my last year twinning.....
or
IF i not at QUT now..
i will be figuring out, how to do my thesis...
or even
IF I decideid to come to QUT on FEB, what am i doing now...
i probably will working part time..or full time in somewhere in KL>.
however,
all the IF...has already past...
cant look back toward...
regret?
perhaps a bit......
no matter how many IF in our life..
life still go on.....
time never stop for you nor wait for you...
must try the best to achieve it
no one know,
probably there is another colourful raindow..
waiting for u

counting down..

having no mood to finish my assugnment now..
have been counting down day back in malaysia..
but i forget counting down day till exam...
shit.......
still have 2 more assignment to pass up...
and many topic more to study in order to prepared my final exam..
kind of busy..but feel kinda lazy now..having no idea..
weather today is quite colddddd...weird weather..sometime cold..sometimes hot.....
1 more excatly to step up the land of orang utan........
been planning what i want to do, what i want to eat, where i want to go..........
i have 3 and a half month holiday..before comming to land of koala bear........
seriously, looking forward to be back in malaysia
miss my relative so much.
miss my lovely bed room and beloved bingo so much................
the 1st thing i arrived in KL, i wan to eat "yu tou mai"
then..
roti canai, tissue......alllllllllllllll
and spicy food...
KFC...
of course, i miss my aunty's home cook food..
she will be taking off from work to cook dinner for me...oh yes..
YUmmY.......
living here for 10 week,
oni know that, how family is important!!!
really dunno i cant live without them..
beside friend and family.......
the want i really wan to see is bingo boy...
dunno how is him now?
i have no idea..he dun recongize me.....
im kinda worry now......
if he dun recongize me how ler?
will he forget me, will he?

beside that,
my belove bedroom..
seriously miss it......
misss my bed badly.........
in adddition, i also miss all my beloved soft toy back in malaysia
back in my room, limited edition carebear,
eyrooee......
and more.......


last but not least, my god bro and sis who always made me laugh..when i in bad mood
bao bei,
jie jie back lu.......
follow back jie jie,
can dunwan stay in baba's car liao